I sure gave good love tonight.

I had a most wonderful time on my date. He picked me up around 7 right before I was gonna eat a little of the food from my brother Morman's party. Thank goodness because I saved my appetite so we can go eat Chinese food. We went to a Chinese restaurant in lower Tumon and had a buffet. Food was great, dessert was okay but the company was better. So we chatted and talked more about my family and past and about his. All in all, not a bad way to start the evening.

We decided to leave about 830pm so we can go catch a movie. We decided to watch Iron Man 2. We parked on the rooftop of the Micronesian Mall and made out a little. His lips against mine was what I craved for all week as my hands found themselves caressing his chest. I made my lips to his ears and licked it a bit before I continued down to nape of his neck and eventually lifting his shirt up so I can caress his supple nipples with my lips and tongue. He moaned in his usual sexual tone and that got me going. Of course, we had 5 minutes to get to the movie or else we would miss it. I told him after the movies.....

The movie was alright with its share of boring storyline and cool CG effects and fight scenes. There were definitely some foreshadowing of movies coming up: Captain America, The Avengers and perhaps Thor after the long-ass credit finished rolling.

We made out once more in the parking lot of Pay-less and this time it got more steamier. I did the same routine as before but this time, I decided to test the waters and see if I can fondle his package without getting the brush off. Well, this didn't seem to bother my date and actually turned him on more. He reached over to grab my crotch as I unbuckled my belt for him to access it easier. Of course, I got excited and I wanted to just suck him off. He did not hesitate and in fact, he decided to even unbuckle his pants and helped me get a hold of his cock. I was ready to just take his warm dick into my mouth and as I did, he let out a most sexual moan that got me going. I jerked his cock, sucked on it, fondled his balls and tea-bagged it afterward. I was so into the moment that I deep-throated his cock a lot and he definitely was in cloud 9.

Eventually, he jerked his cock off and I was excited to finally see him release his jizz. He did and I helped cleaned it up and softly sucked his now overly sensitive cock off. It was a great way to end the night on a very hot

may 19 rocks

I've been pretty much having a four day vacation this week. Sunday, I was off; Monday I switched schedule with my co-worker Scholatica so she can make up hours in exchange to be off; Tuesday I was shift leader between 12pm - 7pm; and now I'm off again today for Wednesday. My brother Albert, finally gets his vacation from the merchant marines and will be with us for a month which means, I have to sleep elsewhere in the house. Other than that, today's been one lazy day. Today's also my brother, Morman's birthday and so we're having a little BBQ at the house for him and his friends he's inviting over. As for me, I'm gonna go jogging and then off to my movie date with Jessie. I have no idea why I don't know his last name....perhaps, I'll ask him one day. When I'm with him, I feel like a shy and giddy school boy. I enjoy holding his hands, kissing his head while he's driving and just complimenting on how he smells so good. In exchange, he just nods and shyly acknowledges my presence and I don't know, it warms my heart. Of course, another side of me wants to just rip his clothes off and go straight to making out with him and doing some other adult-rated things with him.

For now, we decided to have a movie night tonight so we'll see which one to watch. A nice way to end the night. He's been busy and I've been not-so busy. So wanna make out with him and nibble on his chest...heehee.

It's been a good two weeks since I've been dating Jessie and I am really feeling him still. He took me out for a nice and simple and clean birthday. We went to the mall and he treated me to a haircut at a Korean hair salon he goes to and I really enjoyed it! We went to try on some outfits at Macy's and experimented some colors for me -- I chose a nice plaid outfit that we both agreed looked foxy on me! We ate at Aji-Ichi and man, I loved the Japanese food: tempura, fried tofu, sushi, bento boxes and some good ole yakisoba was my dinner. We went to the Hilton to get some cheesecake but before getting down, we made out in the parking lot. Was I complaining - no way! I found his sensitive spot to be his right ears and I was so loving nibbling on it. It almost drove me to lose myself and just take advantage of him but I controlled myself and enjoyed the moment. So a good half an hour later we're eating a slice of cheesecake, a strawberry tart cake and some mousse. We chatted and enjoyed one's company and I couldn't help but gaze into his eyes and giggling at his smile. He's so handsome and so wholesome! By the end of the night, I just got myself one inch closer to finding him more attractive. I enjoyed my birthday date and heres to more!

On other news, I co-signed a car with my friend Jade and now I have one year to get my driver's license or else the insurance papers will be messed up by then. Man, talk about pressure! Work is hectic with performance evaluations coming up and a raise as well. I wonder if Bank of Guam will call me to their offices for a job as a teller in one of their branches (hopefully in Tumon).

Wish me luck.

I'm definitely feeling him

Been awhile since I checked back on this blog and I felt enough has happened to write a decent entry. Of course to start things out, work has been pretty up and down. The busiest moment we had was during the Easter, GovGuam and WIC weekend bonanza. I hate it when I'm a shift leader on Saturdays because I always get the short end of the stick and have two cashiers with me only. Aside from that, it's been pretty slow and lame at work for the past couple of weeks which I don't really care for - hopefully, our store manager on leave will persuade the corporate offices to hire more because we are short staffed like hell.

I've met a guy online after I recently started an adam4adam account. I am quite smitten with the guy and as I find out about his shy side and his handsome look, I'm falling for the guy....

the beginning.

I've had a couple of blogs I've started but for some reason I tend to either forget about them and so it never lasts longer than intended. Don't get me wrong, the idea of a journal sounds great but for some reason, there just never seems to be enough time to sit down and reflect all that's happen so far in a day, week or month. I wish the world was networked for wi-fi so I can utilize an iPad for such an occasion. I think alot and the problem with me is that it stays in my head. Hopefully, this time I can try and commit to coming online and uploading my thoughts.

Life right now is really pretty depressing for me. It's been already 10 months since I have worked at the Island Fresh Grocery store. It's becoming such as stressful environment with the long hours, the bad management, the same mundane customers and ringing up items that don't scan correctly priced! It's enough to make me wanna just quit and walk out however, my co-workers are pretty cool and so I don't wanna do that to them. A formal 2-week resignation is more like me. I'm already gonnna start applying at the hospital and perhaps part time at the bank of hawaii up at the mall. Either one, the location is far more closer than my current job.

As for my love life, I wish I had one. Being single for the past 2 months is a bit boring and I yearn for the company. I met a guy online who I will call Mr. M I found to be decent and funny and incredibly cute. We're both 27 years old this year and for the most part, he seems to be a great guy. The only problem -- I never met the guy and am limited to talking to him and texting him. I was going to meet him once but it didn't happen. I would like to think he's playing hard to get but at this point, I am not sure and so I am just going on other chat sites to see other options.

I wish I can move out of this island but I have to first get a driver's license. I never got around to getting one and when I do practice behind the wheel, its a disaster. I got my learner's permit and so its all in getting the road hours and then the test. It's really ticket in moving out, getting a better job and just being more independent.

good night erm, good morning....