the beginning.

I've had a couple of blogs I've started but for some reason I tend to either forget about them and so it never lasts longer than intended. Don't get me wrong, the idea of a journal sounds great but for some reason, there just never seems to be enough time to sit down and reflect all that's happen so far in a day, week or month. I wish the world was networked for wi-fi so I can utilize an iPad for such an occasion. I think alot and the problem with me is that it stays in my head. Hopefully, this time I can try and commit to coming online and uploading my thoughts.

Life right now is really pretty depressing for me. It's been already 10 months since I have worked at the Island Fresh Grocery store. It's becoming such as stressful environment with the long hours, the bad management, the same mundane customers and ringing up items that don't scan correctly priced! It's enough to make me wanna just quit and walk out however, my co-workers are pretty cool and so I don't wanna do that to them. A formal 2-week resignation is more like me. I'm already gonnna start applying at the hospital and perhaps part time at the bank of hawaii up at the mall. Either one, the location is far more closer than my current job.

As for my love life, I wish I had one. Being single for the past 2 months is a bit boring and I yearn for the company. I met a guy online who I will call Mr. M I found to be decent and funny and incredibly cute. We're both 27 years old this year and for the most part, he seems to be a great guy. The only problem -- I never met the guy and am limited to talking to him and texting him. I was going to meet him once but it didn't happen. I would like to think he's playing hard to get but at this point, I am not sure and so I am just going on other chat sites to see other options.

I wish I can move out of this island but I have to first get a driver's license. I never got around to getting one and when I do practice behind the wheel, its a disaster. I got my learner's permit and so its all in getting the road hours and then the test. It's really ticket in moving out, getting a better job and just being more independent.

good night erm, good morning....